Monthly Archives: June 2015

The birthing of a thought…

Awaiting the moment, the moment of birth. How would I ever know? How would I ever be able to tell the exact moment of my birth? Will there be a jolt? Will there be a flash of bright light? Will … Continue reading

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Sometimes, no matter what, it is just life…

For the past few days, possibly week, I’ve been feeling depressed. I’m trying to get a handle on why. This time in my life should be a wonderful time. I should be excited over buying the townhouse. I put down … Continue reading

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Standards, Warnings, Safety

Whenever I am approached by anyone who shows an interest in meeting me or seek a relationship with me, I automatically go into self-protection mode and I watch out for certain behaviors or signs that indicate he/she is not sincere … Continue reading

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Single Parents

I’ve had a number of people tell me I should celebrate Father’s Day because as a single parent I fulfill both roles for my daughter. As much as I appreciate what they are trying to do, I want to give … Continue reading

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Father’s Day

For the past couple of days my daughter and I have both suffered from sadness. I am slow sometimes in understanding why. For me, Father’s Day, sneaks up on me. For my daughter, she is reminded of it through school … Continue reading

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Funk

I wish I could get my head out of this funk it has been in all day. Clouds have rolled in. No mystery there. Somehow they represent the condition within my mind, my thoughts. Grey, and rumbling. A swirling chill … Continue reading

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Rules, Trust, Instincts, life’s lessons…

I’m not a hard person to get along with.  I’m not really.  There are, however, standards or rules which are required when anyone expresses a desire to become my friend or even more. The first rule, is never lie to … Continue reading

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